it's been a long time since I came here t write my thoughts.

I have reached a point where everything is just too much and I can't put finger to keyboard (the modern version of pen to paper) as there are no longer any words.....

I am feeling quite low about things. I am bogged down with chairmanship of a wonderful organisation with a useless team who just turn their backs on the whole set up and leave me to flounder alone. Phone messages aren't returned, emails aren't answered.... requests are ignored. How does one cope with that?

Last week a newsletter should have reached the members - it hasn't done so as I haven't written it. We can't afford to post it and I have not been given the emailable list I was assured was possible - I'm now told it can't be done. Yet no one has noticed and no one seems to care about any of it. So why should I?

This means that other articles that need writing are left undone as I can't seem to do the ones I enjoy because I need to spend time on the ones I don't want to do. Everything is just too much effort.

So until that is resolved I won't be coming here..... much as I want to it seems a betrayal to spend the time here when I should be doing other things.